Saturday, October 31, 2020

I Remember



I Remember


I remember

That as a kid

I was burying my toy bus

In the sand

Just outside our front door

I wonder what has happened to it now

Of course, it has long rusted away

But I can still remember

The exact spot it was buried

Where a restaurant now stands


I remember

That as a toddler in the cot

Looking up at the smiling faces

Looking down at me

I felt somewhat overwhelmed

Because to a toddler

Everything looked disproportionate


I remember

That as a child 

Coming home from grandma's place

My mother holding my hand

My elder sister walking somewhat ahead

I felt safe and comforted

Though it was getting dark

And the road was not well lighted

Late in the evening


I remember

Tuesday, October 27, 2020

My Heart Aches For Humanity, My Heart Aches For Myself



My Heart Aches For Humanity, My Heart Aches For Myself


My heart aches for humanity

My heart aches for myself

Lost and helpless

Not knowing what life is all about

Searching for a meaning

Searching for a purpose

Some clinging to a religion, creeds or beliefs 

For any semblance of comfort and reassurance

All beating around the bush

Never quite sure what

Struggling to keep mind, body 

and soul together

In this mundane life

Pretending that life and death 

Are what they are

All that we see

Yet wishing they are not

Is there a future beyond death?

Is there even a beginning in the past?

What the heck,

Religions, creeds and beliefs are no more

than human constructs

To cope with our helplessness

Our ignorance

And therefore, 

Never the answer

Only the questions

Futile and naked

My heart aches for humanity

My heart aches for myself